When my mind goes cloudy and there doesn't seem to be any clear direction I like to sit down and focus my mind on drawing. I may not be very good at it but I have found it to be my sanctuary. I was drawing the other night, and the two drawings I did both seemed to resemble my pen pal Bambi (akau_ on instagram). I think I am a bit too excited to finally see her come end of June. And I will be the sad sap at the airport holding flowers with tears flowing down my face, as if that part of me I always felt was missing was finally standing right in front of me. And I will be whole.